Fluttering Feelings

”Hello, this is Ssamba. ^^
Long time no see. Have you all been well?
I’m doing well thanks to you guys.
Up until yesterday it was super duper cold
But I’m glad it got warmer today.
The snow last week must have made it quite inconvenient to go outside…
That was last Saturday, right? I went out that day
But the road home was covered in snow!
It must have been hard on those who had to clean up the snow…
But honestly I kinda liked it; although it was cold and slippery
Being able to see this new scenery left a peculiar feeling with me…
I guess this sorta talk is quite pointless; But I’ve been thinking about stuff like that a lot lately ke

On Sunday, I went to see a musical called “Twelfth Night” with my friends.
Out of all of Shakespeare’s works, my favorites are “Twelfth Night” and “A Midsummer Night’s Dream”.
I really wanted to see “Twelfth Night”, but it turned out to be a family-friendly musical keke
I kinda suspected that when I saw “For all ages”, but…
I had fun watching it while sitting between moms and dads holding onto their kids’ hands ke I suddenly became a kid again keke
I’ve wanted to see this play since last summer, so my friend actually bought the tickets in advance.
I wondered if I would really be able to see it…;
And I did! Wow ke
To my friends who willingly watched it with me– I love you guys! keke

Ah, I received a present the day before yesterday. ^^
They were letters from Taiwan and Japan.
I was very thankful for them.
The person from Japan had sent me an OST from a movie called “Love My Life”
I actually really enjoyed watching it in the past heh
I had also received letters written in Korean as well.
The person from Taiwan had such excellent penmanship that I couldn’t help but be amazed.
To the person who had enclosed some beautiful spring flower pictures: Thank you, I will cherish these pictures ^^
To Taylor-nim, who gave me a handmade neck warmer:
Thank you for putting so much thought into your gift. I will use it well.
I’m also enjoying the frequent regards from everyone as well.
Although I’m unable to reply to them, thank you for keeping me in your thoughts and listening to me like this ^^

I am not doing chemo at the moment.
Instead, I’m being more careful with my diet and I walk everyday for exercise.
Whenever I see the occasional “We’re waiting for you” message
I feel sorry and full of regret because in reality, it’s so hard to keep promises sometimes.
I certainly can’t make everyone understand my situation 100%.
Because even I feel like I don’t understand my situation sometimes.
I do believe that I’m receiving all of this love because of FF.
And that’s why I feel very thankful but also sorry to everyone.
I’m honestly always thankful.
It’ll almost be Lunar New Year soon. I hope you all have a wonderful New Year, and please mind your health in this cold weather.
Happy New Year! ^^”